Silent Heaven: Gaslight, Gatekeep, Girlboss

May I ask why I was summoned and kicked? Nobody’s come to me with anything I’ve supposedly done wrong, at all. None of you. I’m the apparently former player of Hannah Blight, a once extremely timid, stuttery 27 year old who was just coming out of her shell, investigating a scene for sins as church employees are supposed to do in the game, never had any problems with anyone there except for a lot of confusion over things I missed in reading help files too fast, scrolling too far or even not enough. I had one, one singular misunderstanding with someone wherein a person had seemed to be greatly obstucting immerssion for me by looking like he was authoring my character’s actions. It was the way his emote was written and my being excited for a scene and reading too fast that did that. Not only did I apologize to the other player through a GM contact to an imm, but also from character to character and the situation was resolved. Up until now I have LOVED my experience there at Silent Heaven and yearned to write beautifully terrifying stories with people. I was removed from a scene by an imm named Clyde with NO warning that I was doing anything wrong, ever, NO explanation as to what it even could be, and NO chance to even ask. Even banned from the discord server for trying to get the issue resolved and find out what I even did wrong! Can you please tell me what I could have done that’s so bad I needed to get banned without even one single warning at all that anything was even wrong? Or needed fixing? At all?

You know what, I just realized there won’t be any getting through to immature children that get handed an adult scenario, so you can disregard my last post, because you want to be little children; this is the part where I come at you like an adult and take away your toys. What’s the most immature thing in the world to do is in any given situation? Not even hinting at somebody that anything they’re doing or have done is any kind of a problem at all, and then suddenly reacting as if they’ve committed some unforgivable crime that they’ve been warned about or even talked to about at all. While you know damned good and well none of that is true except for you saw a problem, didn’t even TRY to resolve it, and expected banning them to make it go away. That just draws attention to you as a horrible person and the situation as one to warn everybody else away from. So you know what let me blast what happened at you. I was on Silent Haven for a grand total of three days, three days, I repeat again, three days. Had one or two questions about coding and why certain things on there are the way they are, got my answers, got help even finding out what I missed in a help file, so fine, cool, right? Wrong. Previous day, much lesser issue, but it impacted a person other than me too so it goes second. Someone wrote an emote that in a speed-read, which admittedly with slight dyslexia I know I shouldn’t do, looked like their character was authoring my character’s actions on the spot and rewriting a part of my emote. Didn’t want to rp with them, wanted to log out and cry instead, Admin comes in, head one of the discord server in fact, far as I know. Lets me know they probably didn’t mean it, that calms me down, asks me to see my logs, helps me fix the issue, cool right? Maybe, even asked them to pass on my apology to the other player so we could get to having fun and going on our merry way, even had my character apologize to theirs ic for how on a character side it was handled, cool issue solved, right? Right. Cool, right? Wrong. Day after ooc part and same day as the ic part got resolved, Imm named Clyde interrupts an all ic scenario in the middle of my character doing their ic job in their ic territory summons my character out of the scene, bans my whole ip, character and all, no way back in, doubt I could even make a new character if I want to, don’t know, never tried an alt, never wanted to. Go onto the discord server ask them, ask them, I repeat ASK them, what I even did, at all. NO answer, no reply instant “I’mma be a lil five year old and not an adult” ban from the server. So you know what no, guys I URGE you I BEG you. DITCH Silent Heaven, it’s no good for anyone who wants a real RP experience, with real people who keep it real and handle our stuff like ADULTS. By talking it out and coming to mutual understandings, agreements, and most of all? NO drama outside of character happens, I been there for a week, none. Never had an issue with anyone there, not even a minor misunderstanding far as I know. It’s got about 15 players at peak time right now so if you want to contribute to a game run by decent adults, hop over to Havenrpg.net on port 3000 where everyone treats you right, but your characters oh so wrong. Best on the net at horror, I guarantee you that. Best players I’ve seen too, we’d love to have you. Liz, Charles, Edwin, Lebolia, Jesse, Summer, Falke, Mandy, Kingsley, I’m inviting you guys and gals personally, by name, I like how you write, I like how you do. Ditch Silent Heaven and come to Haven, a safe haven of adults who want treat you right.

@Pavel Maybe you should be for being incapable of being an adult and not being a troll. Lay down, child, adults are speaking around you.

@Pavel This is a result of how I was treated on the game, not the cause of it. If you can’t read you can’t read and that’s not my problem. Then again you did come in and start a personal attack while saying this ain’t the place for what you just did so, like I’ve told you once, if you have no truth, knowledge, wisdom, or love in you, you’re not worth my time. Bye, Felicia.

@Pavel Thankfully if you had any of the four you’d be smart enough not to start shit with someone who’s obviously always been above you. This ain’t my way of asking. My way of asking was going onto the discord server and politely asking, like an ADULT, something you are STILL proving you’re incapable of being. This is my way of continuing to be an adult and taking away the toys of people who want to be spoiled brats. Like you. Daed.

@dvoraen If being an adult is your idea of misguided you proved my point just by trolling.

@Pavel You’d hate yourself for not being able to reason out why someone who has never broken a rule on a mud and never caused any problems was banned. Do tell, this bullshit ought to be juicy coming from a clear troll like you.

@mietze

@HannahBananna when you reacted to your misread, did you blast the other player telling them how you needed to go cry/ect?

No I asked them to not author my PC’s actions and react accordingly only to ic events as they happened, as in to have their character claim something was done was fine, had it been what I thought and been them emoting what was done would not be fine.

Based on your troll reaction here, you need to be banned too, child. When you can prove to me you know how to be adults, we can talk.

@Pavel
@mietze I wouldn’t bother trying to be rational with 'em. They’ve a history of doing this histrionic rage drama BS, no need to get down to my level.

No, I do not. I have a history of being kind to the other players on Silent Haven and even apologizing to both admins and players when any issue or perceived issue did come up. You can even ask Edwin, Liz, Charles, Falke, and several others if they’d believe your bullshit. They know me well enough to know you’re dead wrong. Hell even Jump Scare witnessed me doing exactly as I just said in this post.

@mietze There never has been any explosion from me, the only explosion on that mud was Clyde, pulling Hannah out of an IC situation and banning my account for ICLY DOING HANNAH’S IC JOB.